As much as I would like to take credit for this public display, it was the idea of my goddess. I am not yet thoughtful enough to take this kind of initiative, but under guidance I will learn.
I have had such a burning desire to know her, to learn about her, to learn from her, to socialize with her... Yes I suppose I am needy, but wouldn't knowing my goddess more make me a better bitch able to serve her better? So I think. But as my goddess made clear after a harassing amount of questions for knowledge, what I think doesn't fucking matter.
So this blog will serve as a meeting location for me to gather my thoughts, and for my goddess to enlighten me when she has time. I don't have a way with words and I'm not good at expressing the turmoils of my heart but to please my goddess, of course I will. I feel helpless desperately that nothing is enough anyhow, not even this. T
hat's good though, right? Cursed is the day that I feel like I have done enough for her. And cursed is the day that I don't continue to want to do more for her. That will be the day I have failed myself, and worse yet, failed her.
I'm rambling again. I wish I was a better writer. I wish I was better to gathering my thoughts. I wish I was a better person, a better slave. I hope I can be for you AstroDomina.
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